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Though I was totally in love, I was also totally adolescent during those days at Hendrix. Assured in my maturity and arrogant in my new found enlightenment, I squandered what could have been a bond of souls to last a lifetime.
Too many keggers, too much pipe, too little sharing of the depth of my feelings, and too soon it all just faded away.
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